I was not able to post last night because I decided to go to bed as early as Zach would let me. I had been feeling a bit "off" health-wise the last few days and wanted to try to fight off whatever it is that I am catching. Unfortunately, I lost that battle.
I felt pretty miserable when I crawled into bed, only to hear loud music (i.e. a live band) and kids running around and yelling outside my window. At 10 pm, I thought this was a little obnoxious, but the Marshallese stay up quite late so in the spirit of embracing cultural differences I didn't dwell on it. At 11 pm, I was starting to get ticked off. By 2 am I had accepted that my "good night's sleep" was not going to happen.
Once the music finally died down, my stomach decided it was its turn to keep me awake. After a day and a half of doing my best to keep it calm and settled, I found myself puking my guts out. When I was finally able to sleep, I tossed and turned due to the firmness (or lack thereof) of the mattress and the all-consuming body aches.
When Zach woke up this morning, I wasn't sure how I was going to get through the day. I could barely stand, let alone hold him and pace with him (which he requires now), I had 9 bottles to wash and only one clean one, my body ached and I wanted to get in the hot shower, and I was weak and dehydrated from not having eaten since lunch yesterday. Somehow I made it through and got everything done while managing Zach at the same time.
By later this evening I decided it was time to eat, having only managed sips of liquids during the day. I had a few bites of plain white rice and some jello. This all stayed down, so I thought it was reasonable to try to take some Advil to ease the body aches. Luckily this stayed down too, and the aches feel a lot better.
Zach is already in bed, there is no band outside my window, and I am going to sleep on the other bed which has a firmer mattress. Fingers cross that I feel better in the morning.
So sorry your sick. I hope you get some rest, recover quickly, and that Zach doesn't catch it!
ReplyDeleteHang in there! I enjoy reading your blog....we just got back from the Marshalls 2 months ago and miss our birthmom!
ReplyDeleteI kept wondering why noone talks about how hard it is to stay in the RMI for several weeks, but I can now understand that the minute you return all of your thoughts go to the positive things about your trip and the fact that it is your first moment with your child.
So hang in there! I remember how tough it was, but it is such a mental game, each morning becomes night and before you know it you'll be home :)
Blessings,
Jordan
http://rmibabygirl.wordpress.com
Danielle.....Yikes hope you are feeling better. What a miserable time to be unwell. I hope your next entry tells us your back to normal. We had a nice evening with Ted and Meghan Sunday night. You missed smores. Beth
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